Month: March 2012

If everything really happens for another reason.

Lessons learned. It’s the dilemma of growing up. Some lessons turned to be boundaries and experiences are sometimes traumatic.┬áThe more lessons, the more I’m doubtful to try and fall.┬áThe more I read hauntingly-beautiful books, the cheesier other love fictions get. The more silence I discover in songs, the noisier television gets. The farther I fly, the farther I want to be; and as nights pass by, the more coffee I need. Things’ve been changing. I grow up & regret some things I did when I was younger. But then, maturity includes accepting that everything’s happened for reasons. So instead of turning back time and undoing what I did or changing who I was more than half of decade ago, I wish for another chance. If everything really happens for another reason. Hey.

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I ____ ___ at most on every take-off; when I barely feel my feet on the ground and my _____ in the sky I ____ ___ like an old favorite track from high school that came back ___ _______ with the smell of cheap teenage eau de cologne I ____ ___ like longing for extra caffeine after the second ___ of the evening ______ I ____ ___ like walking very, very slowly, through an empty tunnel leading _______ I ____ ___ like missing a missing montage